| There is a new boss in town.... |
[09 Nov 2007|04:48pm] |
So that's my new business card that I'm having printed up. it all started with me listening to the Aquabats today, and the only song that was finished downloading was Ska Boss...the skatalities cover....which I love so I listened to it...and I decided to do a search on google for Ska Boss....well urban dictionary came up as like the first result with those definitions on it....and I really liked both of them...and decided they could describe me...so from today on, I will have the title of The Ska Boss. I think it suits me just fine..and I think that is what I am going to go with as my dj name.Just wanted to fill you in
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[07 Nov 2005|11:10am] |
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Just wanted to do a little cleaning of my friends list, there shouldn't be any problems but if there are leave a comment.
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[08 Feb 2005|06:04pm] |
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[08 Feb 2005|01:06pm] |
I ended up having a half day in school today, and ended up also not failing any classes for the semester. w00t. I'll post my grades later. Also just wanted to let everyone know that as soon as I find an apropriate banner for my LJ i'm baking it friends only. I'm sick of shit with other people, and It had worried me about people reading this who i don't want. Namely my family. The last journal I had was reason enough why this should have been friends only from the begining. Oh well.
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[07 Feb 2005|09:28pm] |
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So what the hell. I got this from one of my friends tonite
scathach1852(MY SLUT OF AN EX IRENE): and do you talk to phil anymore?
Beth: mm hm
scathach1852: how far is his head up his ass?
Beth: ..what?
scathach1852: i've just been peeking into his journal every now and then
Beth: ... ok
scathach1852: i don't like the way he's changed
Beth: he doesn't have his head up his ass phil is one of my best friends and i dont appreciate you talking about himlike that regardless of your history with him
So i've changed Irene? Yeah you're fucking right I've changed. Ever since I got you out of my life I've been happy. You hear those words?Happy. I'm sick of writing these stupid rants but because of you, I have to get out all this fucking rage somehow, and this is how. HOw far is my head up my ass?Not far enough to drink all the time and sleep with all my friends, so i'm still ahead of you. Good job sleeping with paul might I add, at least your doing something with you life, even if it is just being a slut. Having trouble keeping your legs closed?Does suprise me. Oh and Paul said something to me which i realize is so fucking right it isn't funny. I was your best chance at happieness, you were my best chance at lonlieness...i realized this myself, but you went and gave up the best thing you ever had. So if you don't realize people like beth were my friends a lot longer then they were yours, and will always be better friends to me and back me because your ass who just sleeps around. SO did your parents know that you're whatever now...lesbian? Maybe I'll let them know about that when my mom gets her watch fixed. Or about how that guy...chris..they let sleep over you fucked the night before when you were sleeping at his house instead of Sara.....your best friend...right? And you left the annomyous comments, right? You're getting so mature.*nods* You need to stop being bitter about the fact that I have somone who make me happy. I found someone who loves me, and gives me what I need. Someone who i can depend on for everything. Who I can argue about stuff and know thats how it should be. Who i can be myself with and not worry about it. I found someone who is my everything, something you could never give to me, and because you couldn't, you tried to make me think I had to stand on my own. I don't. I can't. It's not me. And you made me think that for so fucking long. You're the fucking weak one. You hear me? You're weak. I can't fucking wait to leave this bullshit behind, I can't wait to actually not have you in my life. At least I know you'll burn besides Eric.FUCKING KEEP WHATEVER IMMATURE COMMENTS YOU THINK TO YOURSELF.WHEN YOUR DEFINED AS A STUPID SLUT WHO DRINKS TOO MUCH AND SLEEPS WITH FRIENDS....YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE,WHEN I'M GETTING EVERYTHING RIGHT, AND YOU CAN"T EVEN KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED. Stop hurting people. Stop having friends because you're only going to hurt them. Just craw into that hole of yours that you've dug for yourself, and die.....or something close.
173 days.
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[05 Feb 2005|10:48pm] |
So today i spent talking to keilah and then going to work, got off early and now I'm home waiting for her to call or to get kicked off the computer. Which ever happens first. Keilah says she doesn't aprove me my obsession with ragnarok...don't know what to do about it. Tomorrow she's going over Mrs. Gards for the super bowl so i'm here alone...watching charmed all day.
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[04 Feb 2005|10:40pm] |
Howdy. So today i stayed home and slept most of the day, because i felt like shit...and now i'm being yelled at to get off the computer.Fuck.I hate life and I want my kitten.
175 days.
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[03 Feb 2005|01:50pm] |
So I feel like shit. Seriously. I think i'm getting sick again, feel like I might have a fever, and guess what?I fucking work this week. Yesterday,today, tommorrow and then fucking the day after too. I think I might ask my mom if I can take off tommorrow and sleep then go to work. I need it. I just wanted to update because I won't have time later today. I love you kitten,please let me come out there and you hold me>?Pease?
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[02 Feb 2005|11:53am] |
I'm on my lunch pass and just wanted to get on real quick because I have no money to eat. Just wanted to tell you all that. Also I'm now a Rogue in Ragnarok. w00t.
177 days.
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[01 Feb 2005|06:04pm] |
Just wanted to post and update that my father sucks like always and I'm almost a Rogue. Rogues do it from behind. Yeah baby yeah. Ummm...is there anything to talk about?Who knows. Yes there is. Assholes posting anynomous comments in my journal. This is for you. Keilah has never forced me to do anything, give up anything, or do anything stupud. The only thing she's done is tell me I should go out with my friends, keep me from getting in a shit load of trouble, and watch out for me. I can honestly say she's the best thing thats ever happened. She's also the person who I can put everything into. I can put my trust, happieness, comfort, everything. She's everything to me. When I need anything I know i can go to her,and I've needed this for a long time. I've wanted it with my past relationship and my ex only made me belive that I was week for wanting this and made me think I could do fine on my own. Well I fucking can't. I need to know I have someone who's there for me in honesty no matter what. Who can be my anything and everything and that I can rely on them for what ever I need to. Keilah is that. Keilah is the one person who I've never had to question if she loves me or not. She means more to me then anything and I change for me, and I make my decisions for me, and if they hurts other people, what do you want me to do about it? I've found what makes me happy, do it for your useless selves if you feel the need to be so concerened. Also who the fuck asked you? I didn't so keep your full of crap opinions to your selfish selves.
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[31 Jan 2005|08:25am] |
So i suck in school.Really, I am pretty sure I failed Physics and C++ for the quater, got a D in religion...well I told my mom I did really crappy so she's ready for it. She even said she wouldn't tell my dad. I can't wait to fucking get out of my house. Alright so the last entry wasn't fair to Keilah and it wasn't fair for me to say it just because I was upset. Sorry, but now I want to talk about my saturday. Well again I was arguing with Keilah and then with my mom, and at one point my mom came into my room yelling that that I'm not using their computer or phone and she's canceling my cell so I got up and told her to get out of myy room and I'm leaving. That's what did it I think/ The fact that I threatened to leave helped a lot. She finally realized that I ment it. I told her that if things don';t change with Keilah I'm just going to leave one day and they won't be able to find me and I won't be coming back. She said we'd work something out. Yeah, about fucking time. So for easter I'm probably going to get to see her, and If I don't....well I'm not staying here. Theres more but class is over. Also I've been going all out on Ragnarok it's so fucking cool.
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[30 Jan 2005|09:43pm] |
Wanted to post lyrics to my favorite song as of currently.
( Annie Would I Lie To You )
So I'll post about the rest of my saturday later because it got better, a whole freaking lot better. As of now I'm alone at home and I have been since earlier today. Like really early today. After Keilah left I didn't have anything to do so I slept. Slept till about 7:30 when I woke up and waited around till 8 because I had hoped Keilah would be home to watch charmed with me, but I was mistaken. I don't understand. She gets upset with me when I go out, but does she expect me not to get upset when she goes out? Also almost all of the time I go out for a totaly different reason then her. I go out because I'm working. I'm working to pay for college and a car and car insurance and everything else that's going to be my burden, so if I want my life to work how I'm planning this, then I have to go out. She goes out to spend time with people and leaves me alone. I never go out with people, and if I do, it's a rare thing anymore. I know I honestly want to be here with her as much as I can, and on the weekends when I could be here with her for the entire time, she goes out and I just sat in my room and cried myself to sleep. I'm sorry I leave her alone when I have to work but I have to do it.*sigh*Oh well...she told me she's not giving up friends if I can't be there with her. Makes sense I guess.
180 days.
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[29 Jan 2005|09:15am] |
So I hate my mom, because she says these really shitty things about people that mean something to me, and now she tryies to talk to me and asks me why I'm not talking to her, I just look and stare. My girlfriend's pissed off at me because she says I'll act like nothing is wrong tommorrow, and you know what, she's probably right. It's how I deal with things. It doesn't mean I'm not fucking pissed off on the inside, because if thats how it was and I jsut showed everything that was bothering me, I probably would yell at my dad every fucking time he said hello to me, and to be honest. It's how I work and she hates it and is really pissed off at me, so now instead of spending the day on the phone with her, I'm sitting around, playing ragnarok, and just waiting. For what? Who fucking knows. I want to be on the phone with her more then anything but she wasn't saying anything to me, and to be honest, I didnt feel like sitting there in silence.
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[28 Jan 2005|01:43pm] |
Not much going on, am getting addicted to Ragnarok,don't plan on going to the mall tonite, just want to stay home and talk to Keilah. Finished my last exam today and then came home and been playing ragnarok ever since.I love you kitten.
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[27 Jan 2005|12:28pm] |
NOt doing much, just got home and I'm really in the mood for some diet coke with lemon. It's my new thing. I'm fat and not strong enough to give up my sugary drinks, so I'm drinking them without the real sugar. Probably bad for me but oh well. I'm installing ragnarok right now and just sitting around. I miss Kitten. I don't have anything to do....and I'm bored. Definatly should study for Physics...oh well.
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[26 Jan 2005|11:30am] |
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Holy crap I can't freaking wait. I just found out that Assemblage 23 is going to be at Emerald City on April 29th! I'm fucking going, and it's a friday so i don't have anything to worry about. I'm going to request off now in work for it. Oh and kitten, they're going to be in dayton may 6th, f.y.i.
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[26 Jan 2005|11:15am] |
So i never thought the day would come where I used the microwave and liked using it. To be honest the micorwave is nice, but when it comes down to it, I'd rather have my food not soggy and have it take a little while longer to cook. However, today is the day of all days. I love th microwave now. Why? Because I can cook bacon in 3 minutes in there, and it's done, and so much easier. Thank you microwave for my cooking my bacon so fast so I did not need to wait to make my girled bacon and cheese sandwhich. Also, i did not fail my religion and japanese mid-trems, howrever if I wanted to, i could get a 19 on my japanese mid term and still of passed.
Oh and my arm is fading, it makes me sad
( Kittens name on my arm )
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[25 Jan 2005|02:37pm] |
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185 days.
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[24 Jan 2005|11:49am] |
Ended up having off from school. I should be studying but i'm not, i'm sitting here with Monkey-Key and we're doing nothing. Being a littel hungry. I need to upload some pictures and e-mail them to keilah. Am probably going to download with Exeem and get some food.
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[23 Jan 2005|10:59am] |
Had to shovel snow, don't want to talk about much else. Not in the mood.
187 days.
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